Thinking really hardly to plan all my scedules this holiday. Lots of comics, novels and movies have to finish. Langkawi trip is on the way. Tonnes of unfinish workloads and assessment are waiting for me..
This should be the last holiday for IB.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
I had many nightmares lately. It was too unbearable when you dreamt of your upcoming death for so many times. It was too painful when there were so many people pressed your chest to make you unable to breathe. You just want to scream out loud so that there will be a knight of the shining armor come and rescue you. But it was hopeless because your voice is unheard of. To make things worse, there was someone who cut your throat slowly to make you suffer so badly.
What does that dream means? Sometimes, I feel so sick of this life and I just want to run away from everyone and live in an isolated island. I just want to enjoy the pleasure of solitary. Nobody will misjudge me. Nobody will care about me. Real life is much bitter pill to swallow than reel life.
But, it seems so selfish if I do like that. I love my family. I love my kith and kin. I love my friends. The most important love that I must consider is my love towards my deen; my faith and of course my God. Yes, it is indeed sometimes our eimaan fluctuates very rapidly and we are unable to control it. That’s why we have to seek for hidayah; the light from Allah by reading Koran; the words of God. Koran(Al Quran) is in fact the basic reference for every Muslim. However, why there are so many Muslim out there don’t refer to Koran before doing everything? They are so careless in handling their responsibilities as khalifah. They are too weak to fight and jihad for Islam.
My nightmares seem to warn me to live my life to the fullest before it was too late. That’s why I want to learn many skills that I used to neglect before. After I master a little bit about tennis, I want to developed my swimming skill although I’m too afraid to be close to river and even swimming pool because I almost get drown for three times when I was a little girl.
Everything that not include zikrullah, are lagha except the love between husband and wife, teach people to ride a horse, swim and archery-Bukhari and Muslim.
You have to love yourself to the fullest in order to make people love you for who you are and if you want people to respect you, you have to respect yourself first by making yourself presentable.
What does that dream means? Sometimes, I feel so sick of this life and I just want to run away from everyone and live in an isolated island. I just want to enjoy the pleasure of solitary. Nobody will misjudge me. Nobody will care about me. Real life is much bitter pill to swallow than reel life.
But, it seems so selfish if I do like that. I love my family. I love my kith and kin. I love my friends. The most important love that I must consider is my love towards my deen; my faith and of course my God. Yes, it is indeed sometimes our eimaan fluctuates very rapidly and we are unable to control it. That’s why we have to seek for hidayah; the light from Allah by reading Koran; the words of God. Koran(Al Quran) is in fact the basic reference for every Muslim. However, why there are so many Muslim out there don’t refer to Koran before doing everything? They are so careless in handling their responsibilities as khalifah. They are too weak to fight and jihad for Islam.
My nightmares seem to warn me to live my life to the fullest before it was too late. That’s why I want to learn many skills that I used to neglect before. After I master a little bit about tennis, I want to developed my swimming skill although I’m too afraid to be close to river and even swimming pool because I almost get drown for three times when I was a little girl.
Everything that not include zikrullah, are lagha except the love between husband and wife, teach people to ride a horse, swim and archery-Bukhari and Muslim.
You have to love yourself to the fullest in order to make people love you for who you are and if you want people to respect you, you have to respect yourself first by making yourself presentable.
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